empty

sMh.

once i get this car,
youll know what its like.
to be left behind.
to feel neglected.
to feel alone.
as much as we see each other...
its not the same.
we dont spend TIME together.

once i get this car,
and im gone every week with my friends...
youll feel what i feel.
youll wonder why we dont spend time
youll wonder why im always leaving you
instead of hanging out with you.

there was only one other person i cared for in my life anywhere near as much as i cared for you...
and i left him behind because he NEGLECTED me...

i hope im not living a replay.

frosted;

complete!!! red white &blu<3

they're decent. im happy (: they taste good lol!!

unfrosted;

(: not frosted yet;
but i guess my moms going to a memorial day bbq
2mrw so i baked cupcakes for her to take with her.
jst a white cake but its layered (:
they almost tasted like angelfoodcake

i took one out of the batch to taste test (: and i likeeee.
likee so much i almost didnt take a pictureee lol. woopsie.

here

babylookingrown

(: my baby got a jobb! congrats my love<3

he looked so sharp today!! lol with his lil dress shirt tie and slacks!
boyyyy lookin sharp assss heelllll(:

<3333 my boyfriends the sexiest nigga ever<3


btw, for those of you that thought yesterdays post was about my boyfriend... its not.

1/2_amus.

"The ultimate test of a relationship is to disagree but to hold hands." - Unknown

if you know me, you know who this is about. period.

i guess thats what my problem was... i guess i thought even though we disagree'd, youd still be here holding my hand. you'd still be here to tell me "i told you so" if this ever falls, and to hug me and make me stop crying like you did the night of the party at legion... i thought you'd still be here to walk with me through this thing called life....


and its sad that its come to this;
acting like we know nothing of each other.
like complete strangers...
no, not even a hi or bye or a head nod to acknowledge each others presence. . .
nothing more than "vanessa" or ... no need for names.

all i can do is think about the friendship we once had
the friendship i once thought would be here FOREVER....
how it shattered in an instant . . .
and i guess you can say part of me is to blame,
but honestly if you could see things from my eyes...
if you saw things the way i was looking at them
if you saw the way i AM treating this situation . . .
if you saw the way we both feel....
i think you might have felt a little differently about me and him.

i mean who knows maybe we'd still be friends.
i was taught to live life regret nothing . . . everything happens for a reason.
losing one friendship that meant the most to me is the ONE and ONLY thing i have ever regretted.... and i see no reason for you not being here.
i see no reason for us not being as we were... at least a hi and bye would keep me content...
it wouldnt "do" but it would keep me from crying everytime i see you
and we walk by each other and act as if weve never met...

someone who was once my other 1/2... now a stranger in my life....

"It's sad when someone you know becomes someone you knew"- Henry Rollins

i still love you ..

hfdsjfahdsjf.HJ.fdhsjfahsdk

scurrryyy

he creeps me thee fuck out;
Charles "no-name maddox" Manson. . . .

talk about heebeejeebeez!

rappers are hungry;

really?

CAM'RON HAS A SONG CALLED COOKIES AND APPLEJUICE.


SUPER BURNT.

biz

that puppy puts a smile on my face (:

i miss bizzy =[
gRrRr!!!!

@@wookies house. bored.

Golden;

i want one!!!!

AHH!! GOLDEN RETRIEVER PUPPIES ARE
THE MOST ADORABLE CUNT THINGS IN THE WORLD!!!!