3.9.o8if im in a fight with your ex, and you're sticking up for your ex... dont ever expect me to not be mad. im tired of niggas that dont stand up for their females. lets look @ the whole bamm situation. when me and him were 2gether... mark went hard on me, and instead of stickin up for me... he left. wtfawk. and now, c wants to go and defend his ex broad... wow. dont ever. im so fed up. and he wonders why im mad. ha' wowww.
like my ideal guy;; would have to be...
a fckn sweetheart that knows how to cater to his girl, yet at the same time is helllla hood. he got that thug look.member the video soldier w. destinys child and lil wayne and ti? okay member the dude that beyonce was on when she said " the low cut ceaser w. the deep waves so quick to snap up y0 bey0nce" THATS THE KINDA NIGGA I WANT. the kind that drive arround in they ss and flip tha c0rners t0 make that bread, (now when i say make that bread he aint gotta make alot... he jus gotta have that hustlers ambition) and come back to his girl givin her EVERYTHING she wants and needs cuz he a mommas boy and all mommas bois kno, treat ya girl how you treat ya momma. i want a dude who got all his bitches, but never cheats and knows his girl is wifey. i want a nigga that when a bitch gets outta pocket, hell let me take care of shit my way... i want a hood nigga that got respect for women, that knows how to satisfy his girl in everywhich way possible.
ladies, its not always about the luxury. trust.
i look at alot of my homegirls, and theyre worried about how much niggas got in they pocket nd shit.. even if they settlin for less or sellin themselves short. but ladies trust me. some of my best relationships have been with niggas that come from the hood or are in my position. Quell, Reese, Chris, Bamm.
theres times where i miss quell, kuz i know before the bev situation, everything was perfect. he gave me one of my best birthdays i had ever had. genuinely, even tho i told him he was like every other nigga, he wasnt. he stuck in my mind throughout my years and everytime a hood nigga came along, he was compared to quell. if he didnt do the things quell did, he wasnt shit.
and then theres times where i miss chris. although our relationship was hella disfunctional, something was going on right if we lasted as long as we did. its everything he went through for love. everything he did for love. his idea of love was an idea that i have never seen before and i treasure and hold close to me in my box of memories which other call a heart. although id never get back with any of these guys or have feelings for them again, i miss the relationships. in a sense, they were perfect.
dont make yourself look bad just to be happy ladies...
just think to yourself this question that i am now asking myself alot more than i should...
in the long run, is it worth it?
lookin for my idea of perfection in what seems like a hopeless mission. . .
<33 style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-STYLE: italic">the 3 guys i know will never hurt me;;
"husband"
"besty"
"other half"
