empty

sMh.

once i get this car,
youll know what its like.
to be left behind.
to feel neglected.
to feel alone.
as much as we see each other...
its not the same.
we dont spend TIME together.

once i get this car,
and im gone every week with my friends...
youll feel what i feel.
youll wonder why we dont spend time
youll wonder why im always leaving you
instead of hanging out with you.

there was only one other person i cared for in my life anywhere near as much as i cared for you...
and i left him behind because he NEGLECTED me...

i hope im not living a replay.