love;

my boyfriends the GREATEST .

today was the best day ever.
we realized alot and yeahhhh .
this is it cuh!
hes mineee<3
im hisss<33

he LoVES me :)
yeah , today was the day <3

bizzyboneeeee

about my sick post,

im not sick, but i am .
i mean wow .

i said i wantedd a big start for 09 right?
is this it? oy vey .
grabbin my usc sweater, my hotpocket and my bizzy and off to nates to show cuz me and the boyfriends puppy .


<3

blegh !

:( THIS FUCKING SUCKS! OMGGG .

why me ?

i feel sicker than a DOG .

BOYFRIENDS21

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOYFRIEND <3

21 YEARS OLD.

AHHHH


LJDorsey<33

the past 19 years in a box .

2008.... lmao . straight jokes.

this year was ridiculous , it was a pure 365 days of NOTHING .
nothing beneficial was gained or done .
just things lost . pain on myself . people inflicting pain on me , which caused pain on others .
the only good thing that really happened this year,
is i got closer to my Mother, and Kyla J. Toney.
and i gained a boyfriend who I can say for once i have Full respect for.
not just as a human, but as a boyfriend.
I guess you can say I'm finally growing up.
I'm over the pointless nights up til 5 am when I had school or work the next day.
I'm over thinking the world revolved around me. I'm over not trying to make a way.
The life we live today, is the begginning of the life we pave for our future generations.
I know everyone else is a little too young to understand me on this, but its time for me to grow.
to spread my wings and fly.
the valleys kept me trapped since 10th grade, and i can finally say im free.
I show up and do things valley involved when i have time.
Right now, lifes about me and making a way for me and my family.
Thank you God for finally givingg me the wisdom to accept things as they are,
and change what I can.
Bad company corrupts good character and alot of the company I had in the valley was corrupting my good character.
but as they always say YOU LIVE AND YOU LEARN.
Goodbye 19 years of my life...
Heres goes the beggining... my life at 20 yrs old is JUST begginning....

Live Life, Regret nothing. Just Realize, and learn!

luams still a beast

THIS IS WHY SHES MY FAVORITE CHOREOGRAPHER EVER.
MADONNA? REALLY?

QUICK.

21ST OF THE MONTHHHHHH
GET UP GET UP GET UP

lol 4 days till christmas.... 5 days til the boyfriends 21.

its cold as fukc. and im hungry . DAMN .

havent written in a while. nothin to say .

as hJ wouldve said... SAY NO MO!

gaydome;

infamousisnessa (3:39:49 PM): give me $31 dollars so i can register for class .
kayywhyyx (3:40:26 PM): if i had 31 dollars i would.
kayywhyyx (3:40:36 PM): go put your boyfriend on the track.
infamousisnessa (3:40:53 PM): naw thats what you're forrrrrr .
infamousisnessa (3:40:55 PM): hes too mean
infamousisnessa (3:40:59 PM): you can pull some bitches .
kayywhyyx (3:41:04 PM): lmfaoo.
kayywhyyx (3:41:10 PM): nuh uh..
kayywhyyx (3:41:18 PM): not unless they look like :).
kayywhyyx (3:41:37 PM): ahhhhhh!
kayywhyyx (3:41:40 PM): and they clean.
kayywhyyx (3:41:46 PM): put a paper bag over my headdd,pleaseeeeee.
kayywhyyx (3:42:03 PM): im scared of eating pussy cause my tongue ring.
infamousisnessa (3:42:32 PM): lol ull be alright . pwaahahahaha
infamousisnessa (3:42:51 PM): kayywhyypiee.
infamousisnessa (3:42:54 PM): it rhymes .
kayywhyyx (3:43:10 PM): lmfaoo.
kayywhyyx (3:43:15 PM): LMFAOOO.
kayywhyyx (3:43:21 PM): diddd thaaaa.
infamousisnessa (3:43:25 PM): looool
kayywhyyx (3:43:33 PM): ahhhh,i need a girlfriendddddd.
kayywhyyx (3:43:37 PM): wtfreaaaak.
infamousisnessa (3:44:01 PM): no you just need some kaypiee

$$$$$$;

lmfao. im starting to take more and more people as a joke .
its kind of ridic .

this year my christmas present reciever list is real short.
mom, ky, wookie, and maimai.

anyways... figured out what i really really want .
Money ,
Xbox 360 ,
Emporio Armani Diamonds Intense,
or a Cockerspaniel puppy cuz i miss mine =[

I start skool january 9th .
college of the canyonsssss yeeee!
im kind of excited to go back to a normal college .
my career goals are finishing two years at coc and then transfering to USC!
major: Cinema/Video Production .

so far im registered for one winter class
Cinema-Film Asthetics TWTH 7pm-10pm
and im wait listing Cultural Anthropology.

20 yrs old this coming august .
WOW im getting O-L-D .

MOVING ON IN LIFE ....
gettin my shit together .
started my ticket payments , till then -_- no liscence .

still gotta pay back a good 2500 . h0pefully i lease 11 apartments this month and next .

IF YALL KNOW ANY1THAT NEEDS AN APARTMENT...
EMAIL ME . I KAN GET U ONE FOR CHEAP!
diamondpark.lease@fpimgt.com
Washer/dryer, ceiling fan, dishwasher, gas stove, balcony, walk in closet, big big big living room .
anywhere from 757- 1110
and HUGE 2 bedrooms for 1345-1380

BOMB CUHZ . i saawwaaayer!

peace, love , && green .

wookie;

hes AMAZINGGG !
he js left , coming back 2nite tho :)

but hes fckn GREAT .
and mai brought my memory card back so pictures .
tonight . tomorrow . and however else long he stays .

lol cuhz had me HEATED last nite , but its all good .
he fixed things pwahaha .
bby<3

a tribute to the 09 year .

happyness comes when you least expect it,
and you're not looking for it .

im starting off the o9 year with that man up there .
like he always says "im hoping this goes alot further"
kinda scary , right? the fact that im going to be 20 .
gotta start thinking about my life as an ADULT .
and start living for myself and not others.
doing things to benefit me, my happiness, and my future life .


my christmas list-
gift cards to cute clothing stores ,
(urbanoutfitters, forever 21, wetseal, c.russe, macys, planet funk,)
gift cards to cute shoe stores,
(wild pair, bakers, nine west, nordstroms)
$$$$$$$,
armani for women,
xbox 360,
sound system,
my plasmaaaaa! (but i already know im getting that :])

i dont want much this year .
shit even if i dont get any of the above, ill still be happy .
im alive, and i figured out things finally .
i got a new apt, a good job with potential to grow, im paying off bills slowly but surely, im establishing a relationship with that cunt asshole dick father of mine, i have a SMALL circle of about 5-8, and i have an amazing boyfriend that makes me smile 28/8 ...is very mature and treats me like a fuckin queen..

o8 has definitely not been my yr. lost 2 good friends.
lost an uncle .
o9 however, payin off bills,
brother moved back to cali,
good paying job if i work hard enough,
best boyfriend ive had yet .
lets see how things turn out ...

now mymoms leaving in january, BUT shes doing it for me.
deep right? my granny sends her 1200 a month for rent, and shes going to give that to me.. so thats lets see...
work-1600
mom-1200
bonus-300-1320

thats any where from 3100- 4120 dollars a month
so that means no debt, no stress, nada.
you might be reading this sayin, fuckin spoiled bitch ...
in all reality , right now im working hard for ME living check to check.
barely making ends meet, no car, no fone, no nothing.
so once this money starts coming in the right way
after all these bills are paid (which is a good 2Gs)
YES THEN i will be spoiled!
CAMARO- POPPIN,
G1- pOPPIN
iPHONE- POPPIN
HOUSE ALL DECKED OUT- POPPIN
SPOILING MY LOVED ONES- POPPIN
INCLUDING THE MISTER- POPPIN.

mai, alexis, elexis, kyla, zach,wookie, dennis, itana, nate, turboe, kk, shianne, and red.
are going to be my spoiled brats, i promise you .
i love you guys and thank u for holding me down when times got rough .

so long, farewell .

you can only fight people for so long . . . until you have to give up.

this blogspot is probably the only OLD thing i'll keep.

new aim.
new myspace.
new number.
new bf.
new car.
new friends (well some of them).
new house.
new life.

goodbye to the old , hello to the new.
goodbye hasan jones,
goodbye old friendships,
goodbye old memories,
goodbye childhood,
goodbye socialism,a
goodbye being young and dumb,
goodbye immaturity,
goodbye old lifestyles...

the only one i'll probably be bummed about losing is hasan jones.
but again , you can only fight someone for so long before someone has to lose a battle .
and it looks like this is a battle i've lost.
and theres just no getting around it.
i love you hasan , and goodluck .