7.8.08
okay so yesterday was pretty much successful.
i got stefon a bottle, a pill, and tree. i hate that nigga rollin, but it was his bday and if that wat was gonna help him have a good bday, i dont care... me caitlyn mai stef &doe went to th' beach. he told them "i really didnt think id be doin anything today. i thought itd b just like any other day, but really... this is one of the best bdays ive had in a while" hearing him say that made me wanna cry... we ended up having a deep ass talk on the beach.
even tho he was thizzed, he still was fully aware of what he was saying... i just wish i could go back to being who he wants me to be. slowly im learning. just like he is. its something special when two people that used to do major dirt come together and are willing to change for each other. im willing to b patient with him if hes willing to change. and the same goes for him. even tho hes changed, i still love him for who he is because i know that person is still in there somewhere. all that we talked about in those 10/15 minutes... make me realize im glad im still here and i believe him when he said "we're gonna make it thru this"
but anyways i never understood the females and why they are the way they are... thats why i cant get close to any of them. im coming to the conclusion that there arent many you can trust. with stef, i trust him.. i just know niggas are niggas. i know he says hes not gonna do anything to fuck us up, but niggas are niggas. shit happens and i dont want shit to happen. but it is what it is.
mind went blank so ill write more.
me &mai are gonna go take a walk;
never give, bitch.
signed_infamous.
okay so yesterday was pretty much successful.
i got stefon a bottle, a pill, and tree. i hate that nigga rollin, but it was his bday and if that wat was gonna help him have a good bday, i dont care... me caitlyn mai stef &doe went to th' beach. he told them "i really didnt think id be doin anything today. i thought itd b just like any other day, but really... this is one of the best bdays ive had in a while" hearing him say that made me wanna cry... we ended up having a deep ass talk on the beach.
even tho he was thizzed, he still was fully aware of what he was saying... i just wish i could go back to being who he wants me to be. slowly im learning. just like he is. its something special when two people that used to do major dirt come together and are willing to change for each other. im willing to b patient with him if hes willing to change. and the same goes for him. even tho hes changed, i still love him for who he is because i know that person is still in there somewhere. all that we talked about in those 10/15 minutes... make me realize im glad im still here and i believe him when he said "we're gonna make it thru this"
but anyways i never understood the females and why they are the way they are... thats why i cant get close to any of them. im coming to the conclusion that there arent many you can trust. with stef, i trust him.. i just know niggas are niggas. i know he says hes not gonna do anything to fuck us up, but niggas are niggas. shit happens and i dont want shit to happen. but it is what it is.
mind went blank so ill write more.
me &mai are gonna go take a walk;
never give, bitch.
signed_infamous.
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