so my boyfriend will be here for good!
im so happy man! im fuckin tellin you all...
GOD IS GOOD!
DO NOT TAKE THAT MAN FOR GRANTED.
he does things to test you.
to test your faith in Him.
to test your strength.
For example, i believe my financial hardship that I am going through right now will be over soon.
He wants me to rely my faith on him, which I vow to do.
Im tired of stressing so Im gonna hand this over to God, and hopefully he makes it does what it do! On his timing too! not on ours.
reminds me of an old gospel song i used to sing at church....
"hes an ontime God.
Yes he is.
He may not come when you want him,
but hell be there right on time
i tell you hes an ontimee God, yes he is!"
Ive been worrying so much about how I'm going to pay my bills, &getmyself out of debt.
cuz thats what ive been trained to do since i was little!
But see "trust in the lord with all thy heart, and rely not on thy own knowledge"
For whatever it is that you want, confess it with your mouth to the Lord, have faith and he will grant it upon you when he feels you are ready.
anyways, I had some deep thinking the other day when wookie left. i didnt think id be seeing him for along time and honestly it made me appreciate him so much more. through all of our ups and downs and little spats we get into. our disagreements and arguements, my love remains strong.
and actually continues to grow. i try to imagine myself without him in my life and i cant. hes become a huge part of my life that without him i honestly dont feel right. hes made me a much more wiser person. through everything we go through, at first i thought it was because we just werent meant. but after all of this ive realized that we are meant. we' are so much alike that we dont know how to act. we bump heads so much because we both have an attitude. we both react the same to certain things.
for example, hell look irritated when nothings wrong
i "yell" when im talking
and both of these erk the other. hes everything i am, but at the same time everything im not.
he keeps me sane, yet insane at the same time.
hes my right hand, my backbone, my spine, my world.
when me and him first got involved i honestly didnt think hed look at me the wa
y he does. blame that on my low self esteem i guess. i thought id be just another girl, but for some reason i stood there. stood there and risked my friendship with someone who was very important to me, and yes although it did and does hurt to kno i had to lose that person... im happy with the choice i made and would not have things any other way. because although i didnt think he took me seriously that 11.10 week.... i realized shortly after he was about to become my king and i his queen. and now, i feel our bond is ridiculous. yes we do still argue because even the most perfect relationships have their flaws, i couldnt be anymore happier. he makes me happy to the point where i cry thinking about how blessed i feel to have him. ahhhh i could go on and on but, i gotta get in the shower.
On that note..
i Love that man.
LDorsey.
&& with all that said;
Goodbye;
&GodBless!
im so happy man! im fuckin tellin you all...
GOD IS GOOD!
DO NOT TAKE THAT MAN FOR GRANTED.
he does things to test you.
to test your faith in Him.
to test your strength.
For example, i believe my financial hardship that I am going through right now will be over soon.
He wants me to rely my faith on him, which I vow to do.
Im tired of stressing so Im gonna hand this over to God, and hopefully he makes it does what it do! On his timing too! not on ours.
reminds me of an old gospel song i used to sing at church....
"hes an ontime God.
Yes he is.
He may not come when you want him,
but hell be there right on time
i tell you hes an ontimee God, yes he is!"
Ive been worrying so much about how I'm going to pay my bills, &getmyself out of debt.
cuz thats what ive been trained to do since i was little!
But see "trust in the lord with all thy heart, and rely not on thy own knowledge"
For whatever it is that you want, confess it with your mouth to the Lord, have faith and he will grant it upon you when he feels you are ready.
anyways, I had some deep thinking the other day when wookie left. i didnt think id be seeing him for along time and honestly it made me appreciate him so much more. through all of our ups and downs and little spats we get into. our disagreements and arguements, my love remains strong.
and actually continues to grow. i try to imagine myself without him in my life and i cant. hes become a huge part of my life that without him i honestly dont feel right. hes made me a much more wiser person. through everything we go through, at first i thought it was because we just werent meant. but after all of this ive realized that we are meant. we' are so much alike that we dont know how to act. we bump heads so much because we both have an attitude. we both react the same to certain things.
for example, hell look irritated when nothings wrong
i "yell" when im talking
and both of these erk the other. hes everything i am, but at the same time everything im not.
he keeps me sane, yet insane at the same time.
hes my right hand, my backbone, my spine, my world.
when me and him first got involved i honestly didnt think hed look at me the wa
y he does. blame that on my low self esteem i guess. i thought id be just another girl, but for some reason i stood there. stood there and risked my friendship with someone who was very important to me, and yes although it did and does hurt to kno i had to lose that person... im happy with the choice i made and would not have things any other way. because although i didnt think he took me seriously that 11.10 week.... i realized shortly after he was about to become my king and i his queen. and now, i feel our bond is ridiculous. yes we do still argue because even the most perfect relationships have their flaws, i couldnt be anymore happier. he makes me happy to the point where i cry thinking about how blessed i feel to have him. ahhhh i could go on and on but, i gotta get in the shower.On that note..
i Love that man.
LDorsey.
"I know you have trust issues,
but I'm here to let you know,
I'm your Catherine, your my Jo.
Betta half, you make me whole.
I know you go through my phone,
Checkin all of my messages.
Thinking I do you wrong
Tryna see who im messin with.
Baby ill ride for you,
Baby ill die for you,
You are the only one ,
The only one that I'm lovin.
The only onee that im lovin is you
The only one I let touch me is you
You're the only one that sees
In my vicky secrets
The one I share my sheets with
Baby the only one that I want is you"
but I'm here to let you know,
I'm your Catherine, your my Jo.
Betta half, you make me whole.
I know you go through my phone,
Checkin all of my messages.
Thinking I do you wrong
Tryna see who im messin with.
Baby ill ride for you,
Baby ill die for you,
You are the only one ,
The only one that I'm lovin.
The only onee that im lovin is youThe only one I let touch me is you
You're the only one that sees
In my vicky secrets
The one I share my sheets with
Baby the only one that I want is you"
&& with all that said;
Goodbye;
&GodBless!
1 comment:
Thats too cute !
I admire your faith. :]
xoxo
Megan
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