Sunday, November 23, 2008

H.Jones.//Lajuan

I dont know.
Hasan Jones. . . *smh.
its a shame how our friendship always takes a turn for the worst because we both want to be happy.
i love that nigga ... prolly more than i love my damn self.
love that boy almost as much as i love benF.
he really just does not like the fact that me nd Lj are tlkn.
and i dont know why. i really dont know why.
the past 4 days i been cryin cuz of this shit.

this nigga Lj really is the shit i look for down to the T.
aside from me thinkin hes cute.... cuhz is an amazing person.
shit btween me nd him was fast and unpredicted.
its weird but i like it.
the smile i have, or the smile his bro has... like if hasan saw that... he'd know.
if anyone should know what thats like it shuld be him.

when him nd p were tlkn he stayed cuz SHE made him happy. didnt care what other ppl wanted.
he made himself happy. why is it now , i cant be happy?

i love you hasan . . i hope you really realize.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

movingonup;

yessss ; finally have my own apartment by myself .
:) partttaaaaaaaaayyyy .
=] jdfsakljdads

i gotta pee tho

and im hungry

byeeee

Monday, November 10, 2008

obama4mankind;

i move in 2mrw!

FUCK;

YES!

BAAAAAMBBB
BRODIE; NO FUCKIN HOMO.
SHE SEXY AS FUCKKKKK.

THIS PICTURES FUCKIN TIGHT;
I WANNA DO A PHOTOSHOOT LIKE THIS.
LIKE A PIC OF OBAMA WITH
A COUPLE PEOPLE DRESSED IN THE SAME FIT.
WITH HER HAIR HANGING DOWN.
&& SKIN TONES SHOWING.
AND THEN A PIC OF THEM ALL HOLDING THE
PICTURE UNDERNEATH THEM...
MAYBE MID STOMACH
THEREFORE SHOWING tHEiR REAL FACEs;
MEANIN; OBAMA= THE PEOPLE.
DEEP RIGHT?

imready;

idk why but this song randomly popped up in my head
i remember the first time i heard it i fell in love. india arie is definitely one of my artists.
shes gonna get put on "the list"

"the list" consists of all of the artists that i enjoy so look out for new additions to that.


Ready For Love - India Arie

Sunday, November 9, 2008

president-elect.


funniest shit i saw the day Barack won the President-Elect;

"A black man
running,
and it ain't
from
the police!"


fuck females_ on the dead ones .

&now i realized why i dont trust females ;
they never mean what they say. females do make the worst friends.

saw my berto tonight ; its so funny cuz when he was still here i was old nessa . and now tht he sees the new me he just trips out. im proud that hes tryna be in pretti's life. not alotta men stand up to do that. weve both changed alot and im proud of him . he still put alotta shit into perspective for me.


okay so im too faded so im goin to sleep.

COASSSSSSSSST GANG

Friday, November 7, 2008

Obama For America &Americas Mommas

reality dawned on me today and it brought TEARS to my eyes.
it still is bringin tears to my eyes.

"from Emancipation Proclamations to I HAVE A DREAMS to YES WE CAN to YES HE DID!"
Historic Day In American History.
Barack Obama- The 1st Black President
& The 44th United States President
Congratulations-

OUR 2009 President Elect IS AFRICAN AMERICAN.
MY HEART IS LITERALLY IN A PAIN OF JOY RIGHT NOW.
like everyone had their moment on the 4th.. but today, IT KICKED ME IN THE ASS.

ALL THE YEARS OF FIGHTING SLAVERY
THE YEARS OF FIGHTING SEGREGATION
THE YEARS OF FIGHTING 4EQUALITY
ALL THE YEARS OF FIGHTING FOR FREEDOM . . .

and now, an african american male
SOME ONE WHO NOT TOO LONG AGO WAS NOT CONSIDERED A HUMAN LET ALONE A CITIZEN OF THE UNITED STATES, WILL NOW BE RUNNING THE SAME COUNTRY THAT HARMED AFRICAN AMERICANS FOR SO LONG.....

America has come a LONG way.
We had this highest voter turnout this Nov. 4th 2008.
Im proud of you America.

They say that the youth turn-out really helped him win the elections.
So, I'd also like to thank my fellow peers that went out and
took the initiative to register and to vote.




Americans, We've done our part. Now its up to Mr Obama to keep his word.
Hopefully, this is the start of a new beginning for America.
Lord knows we need it.

I will continue to pray for the safety of our president . .






The next couple of posts will be just for our president elect -
1st African American and the 44th President of the United States,
-Mr Barack Obama



"Hes not THE answer,
but hes a damn good start."



Monday, October 20, 2008

vaginaaaaa;



"Ladies as long as you got a vagina,
you run the ENTIRE MUTHAFUCKIN UNIVERSE!!"
- Katt Williams

CANON50D; SEXXXXXXXX;

BUY ME THIS AND I'LL MARRY YOU. OHHH MYY GODDD;

"newly designed 15.1 Megapixel CMOS sensor delivers ultra-detailed, low-noise images – ideal for large-scale reproduction or creative cropping. New manufacturing processes, plus redesigned photo diodes and microlenses, extend the light gathering capabilities of the sensor – allowing more pixels to be fitted on the CMOS sensor without compromising image quality. These changes ensure improved high ISO performance and low noise. High-speed, low light shooting is enabled by ISO levels of 3200, expandable to an ultra-sensitive 12800."

Sunday, October 19, 2008

heartless

tired of being taken advantage of....

i lost my soul; to these niggas so heartless .


Heartless Main Pass -


crying. breakdown and im tired of hurting....

Saturday, October 18, 2008

never tell;

WROTE THIS SHIT A LONGGG TIME AGO JUST TO LET U KNO

you seeee i told myself i would never tell you this but...
i feel like
if i hold this in
just a little more longer
my mind
is going
to have
a breakdown,
nooo,
not because 0f my th0ught capacity
but because of the inability for me to express myself
to you
which leads me
to this.
now see
i told myself id never tell you this
but,
i think about you more in one day than time itself will ever allow.
the amount of times you run thru my head is more than the maximum capacity of thoughts that ones mind can process in a lifetime.
& that is why
because of you,
i believe when they say
impossible
is
nothing...
so why is it that i,
the 0ne who thinks about you
more than the G0d who created you
knows no more of your existance...

yup;

people talkin shit
but when shit hit the fan?

everything im not
made me everything i am

Friday, October 17, 2008

sock;

badbitch paid like fuck it!
stack stashed
in her sock like thee;
lookin for a bonnie to his clyde;
a;
ride or die
a;
nigga;

she sees;
onLy;
when she sleeps;
so that means;
hes;
just a figure in her dreams

i wrote this as my away message and it makes so much sense to me.
the girl works hard to make money to take care of herself;
a female on her grind.
so she tucks her stack away
cuz he told her what the streets r like;
she tucks it away
cuz she sees the significant him in her life
always tuck'n his stash away;
she tucks her stash in her sock to be like him;
it makes her feel closer to him;
it makes her feel like theyre doing something together;
so the time and distance apart;
the neglection she gets from him;
the things in common she doesnt even know if they have;
because theyre never near each other...
is brought together by her tryna do what he does..
its now them being united all by her trying to be like him
by putting her money


in her sock.


&&with this action . . . i forget about hiMM neglecting MMe . . .

you wont get it if you dont know MMe or me



now all girls catch on to things their guy does; and whenever they do it, it puts a smile or a warm feeling in their stomach cuz it reminds them of the happiness that man brings. whether ist poppn ur gum, sayin a certain word, doin a certain dance a gesture... whatever it is it makes us as females feel closer to our guy cuz it reminds us of what he looks like when hes doing it....
thats what this was about.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

groovybaby;


lmao; so i know they're weird right? I KNOW ALOT OF PEOPLE TEND TO DRESS LIKE ITS THE 70S BUT DAMN.... but what it does is even weirder . . .


"Their soles are filled with water, displaced as the wearer walks and forced through a tiny turbine. Current prototypes generate 1.2 watts of electricity, enough to power your iPod as you strut, but by the time these things hit production in 2010 the hope is to more than double that to 3 watts so that you can charge up your mobile, too."

NO ONE IN THEIR RIGHT MIND SHOULD THINK A CELL PHONE OR IPOD IS THT IMPORTANT TO WHERE U NEED TO WEAR THAT. WHAT IS THIS WORLD COMING TO

iwannago2newyork

because of this woman right here;
Luam
one of the ILLEST choreographers out there right now
madddd propz to her;

go to her website show love
http://www.luam.net/






&thas real;


"i know its been a while sweet heart,
we hard-ly talk,
i was doin my thang,
i kno it was foul,
babay,
ay babe,
lately, you been all on my brain
. . ."
-Kanye West

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

tradingplaces;

damn all i have to say is this video is like a sex journal lmfao. but id hafta say its one of my favorites right now; i dont think ushers cute never did til i saw this video;

canntfindthewords;

IDK WHO SHE IS BUT SHES BOMB; she kinda reminds me of alicia keys, tiffany evans and lauren london put together in the first video.. the 2nd video she jus looks like tiff evans. and the second video has a deep message i like her.


armand jones

it took two yrs; but justice was finally served. ive been meaning to post a blog about it but havent had a chance 2. you guys remember armand jones? he was in freedom writers (grant rice) the 1 tht was put on trial for killin the asian dude.. if u dnt remember here he is... armand j0nes aka yung pr0zpect;

well a little while after the movie . .. he got shot outside a dennys in anaheim by 2 bitch ass niggas tht was tryna rob him for his chain nd he wuldnt give it to them. for a fuckin chain his brother got shot n the head, and survived . . . armand got shot in the chest, and died. its sad kuz armand had such an amazing future ahead of him but 2 bitch ass niggas went and took all tht away

heres the guys;Jarell Kelly aka CHOCOLATE

Damon Hill

Well, theyre both facing life in prison with no parole. HERES THE CHARGES;
One account of murder
one of attempted murder
three counts of second degree robbery
and "sentencing enhancements" for criminal street gang activity,
murder committed for a criminal street gang purpose, the vicarious discharge of a firearm by a gang member, and the vicarious discharge of firearm by a gang member causing great bodily injury.

after two years, its about damn time justice was served.
heres a few more pictures from the scene
Rest In Peace Armand;
still cant believe you're gone . . .
theres so
many times where im goin thru shit where i wulda hit u up, and now its likke.... i aint got tht privelege anymore.
see u one day! take care of Aydehn while u up there!

Monday, October 13, 2008

CONTREVERSY;

so i took some time and went on yahoo to see if they were covering the fires out here and i crossed something that caught my eye and attracted my attention a little more .. .
"best rapper award" Vibe Magazine;

they chose this slut;Eminem aka Slim fckn Shady
now, dont get me wrong the white boys got talent and all but, BEST RAPPER?
youve got to fucking be kidding me.

they had some nice lineups, and some really stupid ones
BELOW; i listed their lineups that stood out to me
and my input on them.


Jayz vs Eminem
You'd think theyd put hov against the ever so controversial NAS
or even Weezy . . .

NO they put hov vs em.
the dumbest shit ive EVER seen in the rap industry.
WAY TO GO VIBE -_-
MY VERDICT; JAYZ. POINT BLNK


Nas vs Joe budden
i didnt even kno this guy was still alive man like wtf is going on?
i thght Hov vs Em was dumb . . . no Nas vs Joebudden took the cake.
MY VERDICT; NAS NO QUESTIONS

Lil wayne vs Trina
now i kno theyre ex's nd theres some tension there and all but REALLY?????
i thght theyd do Wayne vs Juelz or Wayne vs Hov or even Ti. . . .
or =] Nicki minaj vs Trina.. now thatd be a battle for tht ass.
MY VERDICT; NO CONTEST


Lauryn Hill vs Lil Kim
ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME . . .
YOU HAVE eclectic empowering Lauryn Hill vs raunchy hoodbitch Lil Kim.
i mean id understand Lauryn Hill vs Erykah Badu
or Lil Kim vs Nicki Minaj OR REMY
but DAMMN opposite style of rapping. thats like ballet vs krump dancin wtf?
MY VERDICT; LAURYN HILL

Cam'Ron vs Juelz Santana
now that waws actually one of the nice battles.
i like both of em and i thnk theyre both talented artists
however id love to see fab go against juelz.
MY VERDICT; JUELZ SANTANA . . . AY!


Fabolous vs Cassidy
thats a good one. theyre both hella ill lyricists
however i think we shulda stuck the philly rappers together.
maybe REED DOLLAZ VS CASSIDY?
or even the contreversial cassidy vs lil wayne
MY VERDICT; CASSIDY

Missy Elliot vs Lil Mama
WELL if you know me, you know how much anomosity I have towards Lil Mama, so the fact that they would compare a vet in the game like Missy Elliot to this untalented tryhard disgusted and pissed me the fuck off. COME ON VIBE. YALL GOT SOME KINDA SENSE!!
MY VERDICT; MISSY ELLIOT. HANDS DOWN

Lupe vs Qtip
very different but similar at the same time. their voices sound alike, they give u tht sense of REAL talent. .. lupes just a little more updated in my eyes so i think the newer generation would chose him but the older cats in the came can appreciate both.
MY VERDICT; LIFELONG TIE


Mos Def vs Talib Kweli
two sick ass emcees man i swear.
lyricist skills are off the radar and honestly idk who would win cuz theyre both geniusz
MY VERDICT; TIE


Kanye West vs Foxy Brown
HOW FUCKING DUMB AND IGNORANT CAN YOU BE??
KANYE VS LUPE IS UNDERSTANDABLE
BUT KANYE VS FOXY BROWN MY NIGGA?
WHO TH' FCK IS A FOXY BROWN.
lets talk about foxy brown vs jackie-o
thats kinda disrespect ful to kanyeeezie vibe . . .
MY VERDICT; KANYE WEST

Lloyd Banks vs Young Buck
both former gunit members . . .
theyre talent i guess u culd say theyre on the same level
but the crying just doesnt cut it for me . . .
MY VERDICT; LLOYD BANKS


Jadakiss vs Beanie Sigel
how do you even compare the two?
simple as that
MY VERDICT; JADAKISS


Andre 3000 vs Dizee Rascal
now this is what pissed me off;
how many of you outside of the "RIZE" krump world
really knows who Dizee Rascal is?? EXACTLY.
comparing him to a legend like Andre3000 is like comparing Hov to Soulja BoY
MY VERDICT; ANDRE 3000


Method Man vs Redman
The battle of a lifetime. i wouldnt neccesarily call it a battle, i think we just would all want to see it cuz they go so far back and are closer than a car full of mexican immigrants. i love them both especially Redmans sexy self lol!
MY VERDICT; Rapper- METHOD MAN
Personality- REDMAN

STAY TUNED; I GOT A FEW MORE

WHO I WOULD LIKE TO SEE DUKE IT OUT;
JayZ vs Nas (AGAIN)
Jayz vs Lil Wayne
Lil Wayne vs Eminem
Lil Wayne vs Juelz Santana
Trina vs Nicki Minaj

Lauryn Hill vs Erykah Badu
Lil Kim vs Nicki Minaj
Nicki Minaj vs Remy Ma
Fabolous vs Juelz
Cassidy vs Reed Dollaz
Kanye West vs Lupe Fiasco
Foxy Brown vs Jackie-O